Re: Boarding School

by Demonhunter Thu Dec 12, 2013 11:37 pm

Seth kissed him lightly "I love you baby, it'd be amazing. but I understand, if you want to experiment though just tell me, even if you don't speak it just give me a sign." he said and nuzzled him

by **Dark Eevee** Thu Dec 12, 2013 11:40 pm

Elijah nodded jut he really knew he wouldn't be enough for Seth. And Seth would leave if he ever tried to be dominance. Because he would fail. And Andy would do so muh better. He shivered and moved. "I am going to shower before we start trying to get the guys together" he mumbled.

by Demonhunter Thu Dec 12, 2013 11:44 pm

Seth looked at him worried "Baby?" he asked worried "Are you okay?"

by **Dark Eevee** Thu Dec 12, 2013 11:54 pm

Elijah nodded "yeah just need to shower" he said and went to the bathroom quickly and shut the door leaning his hea on it. P

by Demonhunter Thu Dec 12, 2013 11:58 pm

Seth sighed and pulled his knees up to his chest and started crying, shaking

by **Dark Eevee** Fri Dec 13, 2013 12:01 am

"Stupid stupid. He will never love Me" he said quietly and pulled out one of Seth razors for shaving an took one of the blade out.

by Demonhunter Fri Dec 13, 2013 12:09 am

Seth went to the bathroom door and knocked "E-Eli, I need you." he said his voice shaking as he cried more

by **Dark Eevee** Fri Dec 13, 2013 12:16 am

Eli opened the door and there were marks up his whole arms. And blood slowly dropped to the flood. "I am sorry I am not good enoug

by Demonhunter Fri Dec 13, 2013 12:20 am

Seth gasped and carefully pushed him back into the bathroom and he quickl opened one of the cabinets and started to clean up the blood and stop the bleeding. "Eli, what the... why would you do this? You are more then enough. I don't deserve YOU." he was now crying harder "Don't be stupid Eli, I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. I really couldn't."

by **Dark Eevee** Fri Dec 13, 2013 12:29 am

Eli was like a rag doll and wasn't fighting him but wasn't really helping either. he kept mumbling something to himself. "You should leave me for someone better" he said quietly staring at the floor. "Someone who can be what you really want. Someone like Andy. I saw you lay night lookig at his picture as he were smelling his shirt"

by Demonhunter Fri Dec 13, 2013 12:34 am

Seth shook his head "I'm not leaving you for anyone else. There is no one better. Andy is in love with someone else and I love you. Yes I admit I'm in love with him but up until you he was the only one that was ever there for me. He was that spot of light I needed when I thought all hope for my life was lost. He has always been there to hold me, he's gotten me through hard times and I think anyone could fall in love with the person that did that for them. But now I have you."

by **Dark Eevee** Fri Dec 13, 2013 12:39 am

"And I don't do that for you. I can't Seth I can't" he shook his head shaking moved Seth hands "I love you more then love anything in te entire universe. If anything happened to you I would break. And if I caused that I would kill myself. I think you need someone who can make you happy and can give you everything you want. But I ant do that. I can't save you. When you woul have panic attacks in school I would be so scared that you were goin to get hurt but I didn't do anything. I am weak and pathetic" he said grabbing the bloody razor.

by Demonhunter Fri Dec 13, 2013 12:43 am

Seth yanked the razor out of his hand and threw it in the trash. "You don't need to. You don't need to be stronger, you are perfect just the way you are and you are all I need. You make me happy."

by **Dark Eevee** Fri Dec 13, 2013 12:45 am

He had cuts on his hands now from there it wa tank. He looked down but didn'tfeel anything. "I shouldn't" he said quietly.

by Demonhunter Fri Dec 13, 2013 12:47 am

Seth fixed up his hand carefully and said "No you shouldn't bother with me. Cause I don't deserve to be happy. I never have. But you do make me happy anyway."

by **Dark Eevee** Fri Dec 13, 2013 1:02 am

He looked at his hands "you have to feed me now" he said giggling. He had lost a lot of blood and was now giging. "I-I love you"

by Demonhunter Fri Dec 13, 2013 1:04 am

Seth nodded "I will." he said gently and finished bandaging up the serious wounds and said "I love you too." softly. He lead him back out and offered him an energy bar to tie him over till he fixed him food

by **Dark Eevee** Fri Dec 13, 2013 1:07 am

He grabbed it wish his good hand and ate it slowly watching Seth intensely

by Demonhunter Fri Dec 13, 2013 1:09 am

Seth fixed him a simple breakfast and offered it to him. "Eat all of this okay? I'm gonna go do something real quick okay?"

by **Dark Eevee** Fri Dec 13, 2013 1:12 am

Seth pouted "okay" he mumbled and began to eat. Or at least tried since it was his dominate hand so he was having trouble.

by Demonhunter Fri Dec 13, 2013 1:14 am

Seth kissed his head and headed out of the room, then out of the building, out of the school. halfway down the street he texted Andy "andy, thank you for everything you've done for me. You've been the best friend anyone could ask for. Thank you for getting me through what I've had to go through. Do me one more favor okay? Keep an eye on Eli and make sure he ends up happy."

by **Dark Eevee** Fri Dec 13, 2013 1:17 am

Andy woke up and likend at the text. He groaynd and called him quickly.
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Elijah snuck out and caught up to him. He had out pants on first but other then that he was hurt less. "Seth" he said quietly and blinked at him.

by Demonhunter Fri Dec 13, 2013 1:25 am

Seth was crying hard and he hit the green button so both Eli and andy could hear him "I can't do this anymore. Andy, you love someone else and despite me having Eli it fucking hurts when I know you're with him. And Eli you deserve a whole hell of a lot better then me. You can't love me. You can't it's not fair to yourself to love me. I'm in love with my best friend who is with someone, while I'm with you. I love you so much, so much I might even lvoe you more then I love Andy, but I can't just stop loving him. I wish like hell I could but I can't just turn it off. I'm a fucking prostitute who can't even keep it in his pants long enough for you to be okay with us having sex. I'm a worthless piece of shit who doesn't deserve to be in this world." he said crying hard but his voice not shaking horribly. "I can't even make my boyfriend happy. I can't keep him from hurting himself. I was trying to be nice but I mess everything up."

by **Dark Eevee** Fri Dec 13, 2013 1:36 am

Elijah watched him closely "Seth I was going to ask you to marry me today" he said quietg and looked at him "I mean I understand if you don't want to but I would still like to ask if that is okay with you" he said quietly and moved towar him.
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Andy was silent and stared away from everything. "Seth. I know you think you love me. Trust me you don't. I am just all you had. I will always be your best friend but. They way ou look at Eli even before you got together. It was true love Love at first sight"

by Demonhunter Fri Dec 13, 2013 1:42 am

Seth looked at Eli in shock but he nodded slowly "O-Of course Eli." he said quietly. before saying "andy, I don't completely believe that. there was something, it's just going away now that Eli is in my life. but I hope we're still gonna be friends." he said before reaching out for Eli's hand, his whole body still shaking.

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